Yo. So last night was Nika's B-Day party. It was really fun but there was some drama. I'm not gonna get specific. People were depressed, and upset, and just plain mad. So when I left the party, I was picking up the pieces. It was already 11:30 but I was talking to people. I always pick up the pieces. And I guess it's starting to feel sorta like a job. I can't be upset. There's no time for it. When's the last time I really blew up over something? Or the last time I actually cried? I don't know. I'm not sure if I can anymore. I don't let my emotions show and I guess I should more often. People don't know what I'm thinking or how I feel cuz I always try to cover it up. Well screw that!
And I had 5 sips of soda last night. Only five! But I don't usually drink soda. And when I got home-darn it-I got the hiccups. I hate the hiccups! I get them hours at a time. I also get them when I laugh too much so that's a possibility... But I didn't like it! And what is up with Elena?
That's all folks. C ya!
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