Thursday, July 1, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
DEPRESSED
Ya....just read the title. Thomas sent me a text last night saying:
I just neeed some time to think it's toooooo stressful dating you and uhhh we'll talk more on Saturday.Ugh it was a huge mistake dating him in the first place. On Saturday he'll officialy break up with me and then go back to Emily or someone else less "stressful". Ugh how could I have been so stupid??? I never should have dated him I knew I was gonna get hurt. He's gonna break up with me on Saturday and it's all my fault! He's gonna break up with me on Saturday. He's gonna break up with me on Saturday. He's gonna break up with me on Saturday. HE'S GONNA BREAK UP WITH ME. Mabe I'll just leave my phone at home and tell him it's over when I get back. Why am I freaking out anyway I thought I didn't like him. Ehhhhhhhhh. I didn't sleep a wink last night.
Monday, June 21, 2010
******HYPER*******
hehehehehe I'm really giddy now. I'm going to MONTEREY on like Friday and Im gonna b in Megans car :) :) :) and I'm texting Thomas right now. ANNNNDDDDD I'm listening to Colorado Sunrise so I'm super happy and giddy and hyper. And u shud c how fast I'm typing right now it's crazy. I'm SUPER hyper and happy :) I'm gonna go on a walk or something now. so damn happy for no particuar reason :D
c ya peeps, KittyKath9
c ya peeps, KittyKath9
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I AM CRAZY
Ugggg someone keeps pissing me off. I had sooooo much fun at the dance on Friday. Eli actually made everything kinda easier instead of more awkward. I also learned a lot of ways of getting out of dancing with a person hahaha.
I'm wasting more and more time playing an awesome new game called PHASE that I bought for my iPod. I'm kinda depressed that school's almost over but I'm really happy cuz I wanna sleep in and do fun stuff.
But I have this thing that I get really depressed over the summers and kinda shut myself out from the world. So if you don't get a text from me in over a week or something I probably hid my phone somewhere.
I'm kinda time obcessed. That's why I get so depressed over the summers. If I don't get up and go to sleep at around the same time I get all weird. I have to wake up 15 minutes before my alarm clock goes off, I have to close my eyes at 11:11. And on weekends I wake up at 11:47. It's weird and creepy!
Oh, and I also have......8 clocks in my room. And the one on my wrist is exactly 48 seconds ahead of the one on my night stand, which is two minutes and 3 seconds behind the one on my vanity, which is only 17 seconds ahead of the one one on my phone.....it's kinda crazy.
I don't know why I'm saying this now....but I'm going away for camp and vacation and other and stuff and I'm gonna get out of that routine and I don't wanna go there again. It's that weird kind of depression that there's really no reason behind. When you're dying to go to sleep, but are insomniatic to no end.
Oh and another thing that makes me think I'm crazy? I have emotional attatchments to books. Some books I read, hide, and never open it again. Or let anybody touch it or I freak out.
That's not normal, right?
Oh and you know how sometimes I get really tired in Math, I usually am more depressed than tired. That's just the time I realize that somethings wrong. I don't know.
I think this happens to other people but, does anybody ever feel like they're in a dream? And they can't come back? Like you're kinda drunk. I don't know, but that happens a lot when I go to parties or am really happy and stuff.
And I HATE it. I already told people about that, but they think I'm "cooler" when that happens. But it's like I'm in a video game or in a dream or something and I really hate it.
So does any of that happen to you guys?
I think I'm officialy CRAZY
I'm wasting more and more time playing an awesome new game called PHASE that I bought for my iPod. I'm kinda depressed that school's almost over but I'm really happy cuz I wanna sleep in and do fun stuff.
But I have this thing that I get really depressed over the summers and kinda shut myself out from the world. So if you don't get a text from me in over a week or something I probably hid my phone somewhere.
I'm kinda time obcessed. That's why I get so depressed over the summers. If I don't get up and go to sleep at around the same time I get all weird. I have to wake up 15 minutes before my alarm clock goes off, I have to close my eyes at 11:11. And on weekends I wake up at 11:47. It's weird and creepy!
Oh, and I also have......8 clocks in my room. And the one on my wrist is exactly 48 seconds ahead of the one on my night stand, which is two minutes and 3 seconds behind the one on my vanity, which is only 17 seconds ahead of the one one on my phone.....it's kinda crazy.
I don't know why I'm saying this now....but I'm going away for camp and vacation and other and stuff and I'm gonna get out of that routine and I don't wanna go there again. It's that weird kind of depression that there's really no reason behind. When you're dying to go to sleep, but are insomniatic to no end.
Oh and another thing that makes me think I'm crazy? I have emotional attatchments to books. Some books I read, hide, and never open it again. Or let anybody touch it or I freak out.
That's not normal, right?
Oh and you know how sometimes I get really tired in Math, I usually am more depressed than tired. That's just the time I realize that somethings wrong. I don't know.
I think this happens to other people but, does anybody ever feel like they're in a dream? And they can't come back? Like you're kinda drunk. I don't know, but that happens a lot when I go to parties or am really happy and stuff.
And I HATE it. I already told people about that, but they think I'm "cooler" when that happens. But it's like I'm in a video game or in a dream or something and I really hate it.
So does any of that happen to you guys?
I think I'm officialy CRAZY
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
//_-
Yo peeps.
Anybody wonderin what the title means? It's an EMO-ticon. Can't you tell that it's an emo kid? Lol maybe not. But watev. Now onto the serious stuff......not really but watev //_^ (That was a happy EMO-ticon):
I got my hair cut on...Friday? It's kinda short for me and I was wondering what to do with it. I just straightened it and kinda "flicked" it on the ends. I realized that I looked kinda emo hahaha. And then I added a clip-in color streak and got the total look. If you really know me, you know I could never be emo. But tomorrow, I'm going black. Let's see if I can pull it off. Eyeliner mabye?
Lol, c ya, KittyKath9
Anybody wonderin what the title means? It's an EMO-ticon. Can't you tell that it's an emo kid? Lol maybe not. But watev. Now onto the serious stuff......not really but watev //_^ (That was a happy EMO-ticon):
I got my hair cut on...Friday? It's kinda short for me and I was wondering what to do with it. I just straightened it and kinda "flicked" it on the ends. I realized that I looked kinda emo hahaha. And then I added a clip-in color streak and got the total look. If you really know me, you know I could never be emo. But tomorrow, I'm going black. Let's see if I can pull it off. Eyeliner mabye?
Lol, c ya, KittyKath9
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